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"I live on Earth at present, and I don’t know what I am. I know that I am not a category. I am not a thing — a noun. I seem to be a verb, an evolutionary process — an integral function of the universe."
All my plans have gone to shit for lack of a better word… Although I know life has a funny way of doing things in the grand scheme of things, so I’m struggling to accept this truth in my current reality.
I’m not going to college anymore since I lack direction for the main course of study I was going for in the first place. So I decided to start my massage therapy schooling which I have to pay for out of pocket all by myself which is well over $6,000 that I do not have. I have a scholarship that will cover enough that I only have to pay $1,000. Which I saved up and was ready to start this month. I was super excited and more happy about making this decision education wise than I ever have about anything else in my entire life.
Then they called me and told me that the scholarship won’t go through until august of next year. At first I cried, desperate to get this show on the road now. I tried to come up with other schools that would accept my scholarship but unless they were hours away, came up empty handed. I came to the conclusion after a week of impending doom that I’ll have to wait till august because I don’t want to have to pay the $5,000 if I don’t have to.
So what does that mean in the meantime, for like, 8 months… Too late to sign up for college classes which is the impulsive thing to do since I feel like I’m condemned by society if I don’t. But then it dawned on me that this is in fact a beautiful opportunity hidden under an ugly cloak.
This next year until august I am going to try and make it in life doing all the things I’ve always wanted to do but never had the chance to do because I was too locked down with college to worry about (and pointless jobs that disrespected me). I am going to work full time for the first 3 month of 2014 to save up some money for new adventures to follow after April. So traveling priority número uno with this spare time along with trying out different professions I’ve only dreamed of.
- journalism for spiritual magazines and officially taking the leap with my blog (taking it even more seriously).
- more into my art (ceramics, painting, drawing, ect.)
- start writing a book
- using my energy healing on others (maybe starting my own practice)
So much I’ve always wanted to try but now I finally have the chance. It’s time to embrace the unknown and trust in the master plan. Thank you for taking your time to read this, will keep you updated on what becomes of this adventure on my blog and on here.
Much love everyone! May you find the strength in you to embrace the unknown yourself!